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I've never taken a look at the world of the celebrities, I mean I've never had a celebrity to be a fun of...but you know sometimes you can find something that makes you change your mind. So, it was 2006 and I didn't even know who was that girl who made me change my mind - I know it could be stupid not to know who Paris Hilton was in 2006! but you know when you don't pay too much attention to the celebrities' worlds and you live in a country like Italy where the magazines are full of the Italian "famous people" you get annoyed about reading them - but so I still remember that day when I saw you for the first time: I want to use a line from you song "Heartbeat" to explain what happened: "You came like the sun breaking through the clouds and I found you're what I couldn't live without"...It was on June 11th, 2006 at 10:15am - I know it sounds crazy but that moment is imprinted in my heart and will stay there forever - and my mom called me for making me get up and then I went to the kitchen for having breakfast and I turned on the TV...just few minutes and I saw that girl who was singing on her music video and I was like "I love this song!...This singer is amazing!"...Then, I wanted to know who Paris Hilton was...and I read bad and good things about you, but what I immediately understand was that you are not like the way the media portray you...Paris, what I immediately saw from your eyes, your smile, your words, your work was that YOU were the best girl I've ever seen before, because you were or better you are not only a talented artist and businesswoman but also and especially a pure, genuine and sweet girl with a very big heart and...You are that kind of person that someone can feel lucky to have found in his life...and so am I: I feel the luckiest person in this world to have met you in a moment of my life. You are my idol and my inspiration...I've never had someone out of my family to look up to...You helped me grow up and be more confident and mature...I will always thank you for everything you have done to me, because we have a lot in common and to find a person who thinks in the same way you do makes you become a way better...Thank you, sweetie!
Paris, I've never met you in person and this is my biggest dream, but what you have done to me went beyond the distance: you are like my BFF and I hope to be one of your friends to count on too even if we live so far...Just a word from you always makes my day and I don't even know what could happen to me if I met you or just heard your voice ;) LOL I think I might not understand what you tell me for a while, but then I will feel huge! LOL
Paris, also I want to thank you for doing something very special to me: you helped me be less shy to show my feelings and emotions. Before knowing you I've always been scared to tell a simple "I love you" to someone I care, I don't know why but something kept me from doing it. Now I understand that I have to show my love to the people that are important to me. You are one of them and you are the only one I've never been scared of telling it...Thank you so much for this.
Sorry, babe, for having written you way too much, but I have a lot of things to tell you...I love you so much Paris and I'll never stop loving you...You are part of my life :)
Love always
xoxo Ilaria :)

ps: Sorry for my mistakes on writing in English if I did them (I'm sure I did) ;) LOL Love you

ps: Sorry for posting it again but I'd love you to read it...This is th first time I share my story on the site. <3