What should I Say ? Will "pouring out my heart MAKE Any Difference ??
It'll probably just sound like gobbledegook. Making "no sense" and ending up Being IGNORED. Why Not ? WHO am 'I' ?? A "nobody"; RIGHT ?
ok. So I'm "nobody". Just "a face in the crowd". NOTHING "spectacular" ABOUT me 'for anyone To "sit up and take Notice". Indeed, I Suppose I am "rather a Pitiful SIGHT "to behold"". So don't pay Attention......IF You're NOT of a mind to do so.
The thing is this:
I was Once an "aspiring" Leader. One "who wanted to become KNOWN ...
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hi. I GUESS I 'Don't DESERVE' you. I've NEVER "been What YOU "wanted and expected" Of Me. SO (!) Scared "inside"; I never Dared to "reach out to you"; When YOU "tried" to Reach Out TO ME.
yes, I "guess" I did see you ; when you WERE in Illinois a couple of years back. IN "an Old PSYCHEDELIC Car" (on the street in Wheaton), and with "another male" (who I could "only criticize" for a Religious medal he wore). I was Just a HOMELESS BUM; not Trusting ANYONE. Oh, I "put" Up a "nice" Front; PRETENDING "I Wasn't ... -
good day.
I "was refreshing" my memory....on what I had Written to you (Paris) LAST year. (May 2011). Although "most" of what I said Then was true; time HAS passed since then. WITH "time", feelings 'Can' soften, IF one Allows them to. I have "something new" to say; I want to discuss Shyness and what it Is (and is Not).
Shyness is a "Defense Mechanism" that is a Positive 'Character Trait'; in that it PROTECTS one From "unscrupulous and Devious" individuals. SOME "of us" (Present company Included), CANNOT "defend ourselves" Adequately. So, to "keep" Pain AWAY, we "pull back ... -
hi paris. haven;t talked to you "In Awhile".......pretty much abandoned Hope
'In Us'......because you Never talked To Me.
Came upon A Song tonight, though, that I thought "fit you To A T". So I just thought I'd "send a message".......and tell you what the song IS.
Called: Code Of Silence......by a group from the 70's,80's called: 10cc.
weeping beauty.
I'm in Price, Utah.
National 9 Inn.....room 100.......WEAR 'a Dress' ....IF you should "choose" to visit. I'll BE UPSET (I'm like that with ALL women) if you ...
